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You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005, 7:50 PM
- i miss you-
*show me to the place of love or just be my love*2 e-mails received the box that bounce up at my desktop. No emotions in me was thinking abt the mails were being forwarded. Open up for a peek and i felt skip-beat. One send me mails, my facial expression was of stunned yet glad. Busy mode was one which thou shut off of all connections being with my chapt. I was not upset of one not being there is just tt i can't help making my mind just block out of my thoughts. Being able to know how one felt wihout my presence showed tt one really care. Now i am beginning to sink even deeper into my emotions how much i want one to be there right beside me.
Grief is the word for my 1st day of work tml. Fear was appearing constant. How i wish tt i would take more cautions step upon my apply. All alone to face off the pure distant strangers, some1 familar being there would be my hope. Kept having thoughts of one being there for me tml, but its just my wishful thoughts of a flicker of light. Dress all in black out tml, to bring off the dull of the day, meeting light to wash away the dark.Could the light be one?
Paper today was a percent of 50/50 i left upon my pace. I was listening to the noise of techno on the 4 wheels of a long trans-island. Vibration i felt mins after, pick up the phone to the voice of lao da...Asked abt how i did for the paper all i could say was okay...He is really a nice lao da tt cared for each member of the gaibang...gaibang is being lead well by a good leader.
Is tml a day of happiness or grief? Find out on the next cha[p] the story of the girl.
