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You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005, 10:29 PM
-hope-
*i jus wish it will all pass, i want it to be fast. i can't bear with it no longer.Just take me away or leave me unwanted*this week of returning back to sch, wad can i say? it is of equal value of the good and bad. On the bad side, okay alone for lab being alone is not wad really bothers me but the fact of the lab teacher being a gay makes my life difficult. Being away from sch for a week i really don't know much that is happening around me not to mention being in the lab alone wid strangers no-one to help u on the lab sheet so i was dumb-founded facing the labsheet. Wad makes me go out of my head was the gay teacher dint go through the lab-sheet jus let the students do wad they know n those tt dun know a thing like me, u have to find ways to figure it out. I decided to make an attempt to ask the girl sitting beside me n guess wad she said she would teach me in the end i was following her screen to type out the java codes. okay so tts not tt "helpful" n wad she did was i haven finish referring to her codes n she close the screen box. Rights is not tt i blaming her or anything cos is my fault tt i dun know anything. After awhile the gay teacher appear standing right at the back of me looking at my work n started to "comment" in a fierce tone. He was like "If you dun know anything can't u just ask your classmates". My response "I am not from this class and these r not my classmates". He replied "den y dint u tell me but ur name is on my attendance list."
Conclusion to make the gay does not understand wad i was trying to imply. I was trying to say tt i am not from this class but i am in ur lab lesson. Does he have a problem in understanding simple english or my english to him is not clear enough. Next time i try to use the ABCs on him. Guess wad i have to rush out the assignment to him next mon cos he wants some evidence. GET A LIFE!
On the bright side happy to be back wid frens n to be away frm the sick virus. At least i still have the 8 of them around to keep my days alive or this would be a dying semester for me. I have this thought sometimes thinking of dropping out but wad can i do without a diploma. 3 yrs is all i need to get through it once n for all. If i make through this sem. i am very grateful.
I bought my converse shoes today hooray i dun have to wear flip-flops on rainy weathers. Bought another dog-tag from 77th street but disappointed cos the chain is not black in colour. Going to pierce the top part of my ear tml so trying to build up my confidence to go n pierce. Being abit cazy lately but if i pierce i have to try n hide it frm my parents notice. But its my ear owellx.
-live life to the fullest , the girl in her own life of twists n turns -