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You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006, 7:47 PM
-1 mth-
Happy 1st month to boyboy and me =)i was feeling abit tired after yesterday's happening. All of it was just overloading, a small matter can result to big disaster.
Met boy at suntec today, i was in a not so hyper active, gloomy bear state of mind...but i was happy that the was there with me at least there was a smile on my face. Although the time that i had spend with him today was rather short, it doesnt matter even if its for just a few mins i still want to spend time with him.
Really looking forward to the next outing with him....
no matter where we go,
i am glad jus to be next to you.
I jus want some of ur time,
tts all i ask for.
dun leave me behind,
for i will cry,
till my tears are dry... .. ..
-i love my boyboy ^^
Monday, February 27, 2006, 10:20 PM
-gaibang-
b4 i start writing the words down let me say this Ben n Jerry i love you more than anything =D..erm for those that dont know wad it is erm its just a brand of ice-cream.
but i love it drooolx chunky monkey and cookie dough flavour. buy me a tub of it and i will love you 4ever lolx... ..
---rewind----
after the brain twisting CARC paper, gaibang decided to give a lil surprise to yh and treat him better on tt day only. we all bought him a cake, a zinc bag and a chain to hang his keys. we wished him a happy advance birthday today =)
After bit of everything, we rushed towards sentosa as it was getting really late and my poor volley ball... i was really dam depressed after wad had happened to it.i was lost for words after i saw the outer layer of the volley peel. was really rather upset, its jus i bought it nt long ago and i see in in such a dreadful state if the volley ball was urs how would u feel?i jus dunno wad to say...a volley ball is for hands and not for legs if u bloody hell want to use legs go get a dam *toot* soccer ball instead.
cast aside my unhappy incident moment and put on a happy face towards sentosa...really enjoyed the water and the sun. Had a relaxing time wid the rest of them..the joy,laughter. Glad to have each and everyone of them. I was being buried in the sand today and being sculpture into a shape of a mermaid lolx.
we took snapshots here and there wid the instant camera wid like 27 shots.
after a few hrs the sun started to set...we played a few rounds of volley at the court b4 heading to shower.
After shower i had 2 scoops of ben and jerry =]
Had a all so filling dinner at harbour front yoshinoya where we slack there for a moment before heading towards home.
home sweet home thats where i am now =)
blog off...
Saturday, February 25, 2006, 4:58 PM
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confine in the space of my house...is it true that when a guy chase a girl,
the initative aspects of smsing and asking the girl out would be by the guy itself? But when the girl is already attatched to the guy its initative aspects is another way round as the guy already have her in his hands and can't really care much about her?
if i were to be the girl i would rather have the guy to chase me 4ever because i really felt that way...
feeling sad...
Tuesday, February 21, 2006, 6:22 PM
exams...
i wannna scream....AhhhahhhHHHhhhhhzzzzzexams are dreadfully killing my brain cells.
having dcnk paper tml if i dun pass tt
paper goodbye tp!
i jus want to cry till my tears are dry.... .. .
Thursday, February 16, 2006, 9:18 PM
-the mark-
To the strong go the spoilsBoundare they with devilish oilsTouch
and be burnedLust
and be returned
All power over theeGiven
in certaintyBreak the claim
And be brought to shame
Wednesday, February 15, 2006, 9:04 PM
U make me happy =)
i shall put yesterday's happenings in 3 words "I love it"the daidai bear looks like you =)
ah dai bear is very cute....
I hope that i would be the one that spend every v.dae with you
*love you loads*
Saturday, February 11, 2006, 8:14 PM
dun leave me unwanted
just came home hello my house =)"ding dong" i woke up today to this sound and i went towards the door mind cloudy, eyes still close taking my slow steps gingerly. I open the door and preyed my lazy eyes open: i see no-one, i was thinking to myself who was the one that was playing with the door bell. I shut the door back and walked towards the bedroom than i realized something: stupid me, its the sms tone of my phone not the real doorbell. I laughed at my sillyness and went to look at the sms.
The sms was from boy =)
i dint want him to know that he woke me up from my sleep so i told him i woke up myself....sry boy white lies are sometimes good in a way.
Although yesterday i just got to see him 4 awhile but i miss him already.
While i am in the comfort of the air-con room i guess boy is out-there working away.Guess that i want to be selfish sometimes for him just to be by my side i dunno why but i think its me falling deeper in the likes of him, although he is the one that sometimes make me sad, spill my tears over him. Its good to be dai and thats the real him but sometimes the way u r being dai when its surpose to be serious makes me sad but heex i think i already told u how i felt...
I think you are trying hard to change for me, really i appreciate it ^^
switch back.....
was out with my parents today and i wore heels utter shockness but thank goodness i dint fall flat on my face.
went to change my handphone plan at singtel hello shop located in the hearts of orchard. I think my plan now would be activated i hope...its the student i-one+ with free incoming so people out-there u can call and call and call 4ever lolx...
After waiting for like 45mins to get my plan done headed to bugis there as my parents wants to go to the baibai at the temple...I had to make full use of my time so i went to do manicure at the place opposite fu lu shou complex where i had paid the express manicure in advance due to the promotion. After i did my nails i came out with a conclusion: I wont step into ever again. Its not that their skills are bad or anything its just they keep promoting stuffs to me which I dont give a hint of interest. She ask me to join a learning make-up class in other words i think she is trying to say that my make-up on my face sucks? maybe i am just too sensitive or maybe not.
Walking walking back to meet my parents at the hawker centre there, when i sense someone talking about me and about my hair. Than i spotted yun and her sister and she happens to be talking about me and kristin..no wonder i sense such a huge aura dont u sense it kristin?hahax relax i am just kidding =D
its good to give others a little laugh sometimes.
Went over to load things off at my grandmother's place, i felt lazy to go upstairs so i stayed in the car and did this:
trying my best to entertain myself in the car...
its really useful actually =)
blog off....
Monday, February 06, 2006, 9:58 PM
i am happy =D
hello my blog lolx...i am back to type. had a wonderful time at the park near kirstin's hse the other day. tt was the last day of my freedom and i am glad my day was filled to the fullest.Sry boy make u rush down all the way to tampines by cab but i was glad that u came down to accompany me =)
travelled all the way to woodlands wid a packet of yu shen on dave's hand lolx...
O.o
i was feeling abit tired so i slept in the bus awhile....
Actually we were not sure of which stop to get down the bus.
so we decided to ask dave to ask the bus driver for some directions but it turn out to be humourous...
dave: uncle mrt dao le mah?
bus driver: ni qu hou mian zuo.
d:???
(he walk back n told us wad happen n we started laughing)
it was surppose to be admiralty station and not mrt station.
but i think the bus driver also playing irrelevant wid him.
Luckily got 1 good auntie tell us which stop to get down or else hahax...
finally reached her hse and spotted them at the void deck. lao da looking concern at jf's leg as she told me she sprain it.(hahax but after i was told by her it was a lie tt she sprain her leg i felt silly) lolx
lao da carried jf all the way to the park awww so sweet..
once we reached the park we started to lao yu shen =)
den when we started to lao yu shen all the funni funni stuffs came frm taz.
sumthing like:
lao ah lao xi wang suling tou fa duo yi dian,
kristin lian bian hei yi dian(hahahax =D )<---boy was laughing happily at this sentence, i also nt sure y was it so funny.
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9:36 PM
=D
tazmania shi ge hao ren =)Wednesday, February 01, 2006, 11:50 PM
-a panda wid strawberry pokey-
*this panda would be holding on to its strawberry sugarcane and would never let go*i guess i liked him even more now,
i really dun know the exact reason
but i think is becos of his sillyness.
i jus hope that he could spend more
time wid me, even if its seconds or minutes.
now i know the importance of time which
i once thought was an utter useless.
Although we might not get to see each other tt often,
i treasure all those time i had with you.
=) thank you for everything.
u wear converse shoes i also wear converse shoes so we are matching...
lolx
having CARC lab test tml...gosh logic gates
while i am doing logic gates kristin's test would differ
she would be pulling out all the components from the computer itself.
err miss white u can repair the computer 4ever...happy rebooting it lolx.
i guess the mama ban(mother board) wont be delighted =D.
i dun want to go for make-up lessons, but do i have a choice?
stay alive jus a few more weeks to go.