If you're not the one.
Profile
You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
Links
Tracy
Kristin
Gina
Meiyun
Jiafei
Don
kael
Sammi
Kenny sia
littlemissdrinkalot
let's get fcuked
Metrosexual
Stick Gal
Pets stuff
sparklette.net
the superficial
icon story
Lets backtrack.
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
December 2007
October 2008
November 2008
February 2009
March 2009
January 2011
July 2019
take me away
Monday, March 06, 2006, 8:39 PM
no more...
i hate it all of it. I thought all was ok but no that was just my wishful thinking. I just want some peace, can i have it? Is what i request for too much? I am already sick and tired abt it cant u all just let me off. I said i dont know would u really believe in what I say? I just want to be alone with my friends just to get away. Izzit me putting too much in a relationship? i guess i was dumb. Would ppl even treasure u when u put in all ur heart into it? I'm beginning to turn cold and heartless.I am sad and friends are the ones that see me pour my tears. I guess that sometimes somethings required advance booking...if money could do to buy some of ur time i am willing to pay it.
Times i felt really hurt, sad and i cried. Crying is the weak side of me and the problem would still be there. I really hate myself for being so weak. Have you ever seen me with a wide smile on my face for the past few days?
Hard on the outside soft on the inside what more can i do..
just keep waiting and waiting.. . . .. .
i'll wait,
but will this wait be 4eva?
i dont want to lose,
what i put my heart into.