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You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
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Saturday, May 13, 2006, 12:56 AM
the 2nd me.
have been slacking at home for the most of today, i dunno why i jus dint want to move about jus wanted lying around at a particular spot. I kept switching channels, i even watched cartoon: smurfs, teenage multant nija turtles and lol HE-Man?? lmao guess that i was practically bored to death and kinda alone in this dreaded hse. Friends are busy with their own lives can't hang out wid me so guess that i will be hanging out with me and myself.Went out for dinner in the evening, suntec was practically flooded with ppl i see already i felt the urge to head back home and sleep. I recently have been giving attitude problems towards the people around me, sorry for that. I guess that its either i am feeling pek chek or jus tt i want some quiet time. I will try to prevent it frm happening, maybe i need some1 to scream at me, it will work, trust me. Had dinner at crystal jade...my mum seriously saw my AP behaviour and well asked me about it. She said that i changed. Okay guessed that i changed i realize it myself too, but haiz i cant explain it out to her when i cant even get things right for myself.
I wanted to pay for the dinner kinda well as a treat for mother's day but i had a failure of snatching the bill frm the waitress when my dad issued his credit card. I even grab the waitress when she was holding onto the bill. My dad ask the waitress to GOGOGO and she really GOGOGO lo...i -.-"
Guess that cash is nothing compared towards credit cards. sobz
its still money wad not say i use rupia or ren ming bi =X
While walking towards the supermarket, I passby a newly open outlet. I went to check it out and realise it was OP(ocean pacific). A tee attracted my attention so i took it down and have a look. I ask my mother for opinion and she say: okay la not bad. She was also browsing through and she say: This one nicer. I look at it i got a shock out of my entire life that i almost fainted.
It was a tee with big big flowers on it machiam da hong hua oki...i shldn't have asked her for opinion in the 1st place.
i bought the shirt(pls nt the flower one hor), and i went to pay for it secretly. I dint want them to pay for it.
Bought some things at the supermaket and headed home.
Going out wid gina tml, guess that i'll be sleeping soon or else later her alarm clock also overslept.
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i try to live pass day by day,
to be happy.
All i found was,
a change
a 2nd me.
and its worser.