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You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
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Saturday, May 06, 2006, 9:41 PM
38.9
recap: fri was the worst sickening day, have breaks a few hrs here and there. Out of frustration i decided to go to saloon to dye my hair instead of waiting long hrs for a tut. Guess what, my hair is black now...hmm.. actully the colour is blue-black so when it fades there is a tint of blue. Tired of the light colours so i decided to cover it all up. I got a shock of my life to see my hair so black, its been long since i have totally black hair.After tt i went home and i suddenly felt veri sick, i took a short nap and i was freezing cold even though i had a comforter blanket over me. I've got fever again, no choice had to go see the doctor. At that point of time my temp. was 38.9..phew dint break my last time record.I was drowsy until i had mistaken a cat for a dog.
I was afraid that my fever would be the on/off type like last time. I fear to throw up. This afternoon had a slight fever, took the medication down and it ease down.
Depressing, my hamster is missing. I think it opened the cage door and escape. Sigh, how many deppressing stuff do i have to take in 1 week. I think the big man up there thinks i am leading too much of a happy life so here i am.
I saw the testimonal kristin left for me, felt like crying after i read it. I am touched, thanks for the encouragement u gave me. I learn something from the book: The more i put my heart into it, the more pain i get in return. Seriously, i dint even cry.
Maybe i am just not showing it upfront, its just my personality of not showing my weakness to others around me. I learn that no matter how much i cry, things will still be the same so why not live a happy life away.
oki i said enough of the wadever thingy...I got a crocs flip-flop =D
nice and comfy...
Had to say my parents were in a good mood to buy me tt. My scars weren't healing so i bought a concealer to cover up everything. Not doing any more "meng" stunts anymore, i learn it in a hard way.
huo zai zi ji de shi jie li,
ni kuai le, wo kuai le,
jiu hao le.
wo cong lai mei hou hui guo,
yong you zhe hui yi.