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You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
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Thursday, May 18, 2006, 8:54 PM
cookie frenzy
What is this? Apparently from
the looks of it, its a cookie.
chocolate nut soft chewy cookie
frm famous amos. Am i making
you hunger and crave for it?
Dun worry i am eating it on ur
behalf. thank me for that.
Guess all you can do is jus stare.
And i can sense that u are drooling.
Okay so much for the cookie frenzy, yawnz 2hrs of lesson today. The lecturer was fickle minded whether to have the make-up tutorial today. At the last point it was cancelled, of cos i was delighted. Which meant that i could go back home and get some snooze. I waited till 11am and went for lunch-break with gina and jf. I was astounded by the crowd at the canteen, semester 1 students are just "irksomely" everywhere. Even getting a western meal was a major problem just by looking at the dam bloody queue. I can sense the "shortness" of the queue.
I've bought curry with rice its a stall whereby i dun see a queue. Our table was like so far away from the stalls you can even make a 100m dash back. Its like walking 4ever. gina was still sick she said that she had a hilarious voice, i actually took awhile b4 i laugh. I still could not find the link between the word hilarious and her voice.
Was feeling sianx after lunch, went to walk around tampines mall wid jf and lao da. After years of appearing around tampines area i felt a sense of
"belonging"--->sick of it.
i bought a hairband: to replace the one i broke into half.
cookies: to feed my unresistable cravings.
I went back home, was eating my cookies when my mom was nagging at her ren shen da dao li.
She was saying a whole load of frens stuff asking me to choose the right ppl to befrens with. For fucking sakes i jus came back home i am tired dun you even trust ur own bloody daughter here.
Do appearence really count whether a person seem to be a good fren to me. Who noes u may get a person with an angelic apperence but a devilish heart. Can u stop treating me like i am 5 yrs old. I had enough of the bloody nonsence for coming to 18 years. Sometimes i dun even feel like returning back home. I voiced out my anger, i felt so fucked up i went to bed.
i still hear her nagging......
my bloody lyfe.
living in hell.
I want my freedom,
even if it kills me to obtain it.