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You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006, 11:29 PM
i kissed dating goodbye!
Sometimes love is like sunshine bright and warm, othertimes its like pouring rain heavy and wet.I learned to let go... and not see the fact i lack of a sunshine in my life. I am finding my own sunshine.Its good living my life lyke that, i dun have to worry abt the problems and i dun hav to waste those tears and xpect to get some things in return.Well at least now i know what i am looking for and who noes "ming tian hu gen hao".I quit playing silly games- I kissed dating goodbye!
First few months were indeed honeymoon days, after u get to know more abt each other maybe its time to think:is he perfect?
Let me tell u my ans: NO!
in this world no-one is perfect. not even me,myself. no perfect lover exist.Indeed you would be expecting more and the next you would be comparing.In your mindcept you would be thinking: Y is he like this, cant he be any better.
I gave a thought about it and came to a conclusion: I have to accept him for who he is.You can't change a person, be it me or you.If you want a perfect person, i guess i have to give u a generator- A perfect bf generator. You can adjustur preferences, his looks, his character, his behaviour,like/dislikes etc. Than tada you would have a jue dui nan you.
Sometimes different couples have different problems maybe you just dun see it upfront.Its "good" to quarrel at times -> it helps to overcome problems and it tightens the bond.I dint even have a chance to quarrel so look on the brightside. =)Take a step at a time, voice it out it a calm manner, it takes time.DO NOT XPLODE AT EACHOTHER! it will cause a valcano eruption and matters would get worser.Maybe its time to hear each other out.
A small spark is all it takes to light up a fire. Nothing is impossible that cannot be solved.
No matter what happens there is always a me there for you and others around you. stay happy =]
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sometimes such things are easy to say,
but i know its hard.all
those words, promises
gone....
i dont want you to care abt me,
hate me,
i would feel better in a way.