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You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006, 9:00 PM
pills
This would be part of my life now, i am grateful at lease it has some nice picture on it.
Feeling much better today.
My sudden pale face really scare the hell outta ppl. My lips and face were turning white. I was in sch, surppose to be figuring out projectwork but i dint know where to start off. (Actually i dont even know how to do the project)
I had headache, cough and I was feeling breathless. I just couldn't stand the pain much longer so had to get some panadol from the bookshop. I popped 2 pills down.
I guess the pills was taking effect and i was feeling drowzy, i wanted to fall alseep jus anywhere.
Cant spend a minute longer in sch, i left with kristin.
Went to look for simyen, had already planned to have dinner with her after my "work". Luckily her hse was just opposite techno kopitiam. I went up to her hse and looked for her. I reached lvl 7 and dial for her to open the door. I was so sick, i mistaken lvl 9 to be 7, the good thing was i dint press the door bell. I would be so embarassed if i did so.
I haven met up with her abt a month or so, i pour out all my real life drama to her. My cough got so bad, my asthma came back and i had difficulty breathing. She told me to have dinner at her place since i wasn't really well to go anywhere else. Finished dinner and she took me down to the clinic. Dint wait long to see the doc. cos i already got my waiting number through the phone call.
The doc. gave me 4 packets of pills and a btl of cough mixture.
pills pills pills and more pills...
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I felt better today so i went to the cmsk workshop in the afternoon. At least the speaker wasn't boring. However thinking about the amount of money she earns to give a talk no wonder she dint bore us to death. With just thousands of dollars flowing into ur pocket, i dun mind being a image consultant either.
Start dreaming...
i DIY my hair colour to brownish black, lets hope the colour stays this time round.
I want back my black hair.
one day she might be taken back,
her life is like a drama, would end up with a sad ending.
she is weak....veri