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You look so beautiful todayWhen you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.
This hurts with every HeartBeat
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Saturday, July 29, 2006, 12:27 AM
ahhh!
*screams madly*There is a fucking flying
I tried to dodge it when i was at the dining hall but my dodging was a failure it landed its ass on me! it was black , icky and i literally took off my dam shirt to get it off me. Now its hovering in the study room. I ran like mad into the study to switch on the wireless lan and slam my room door shut. I have this feeling it was a roach(xiao qiang) cos if it was a beetle there would be some disgusting noises.
I've bought my 21st century groove coverage:
can say its dance, alil techno and lyrics..
its way better than trance.
Yucks trance is NEVER in my book of music!
I've bought bermbs too. Kinda lack of shorts these days, with the heat i hate to put on jeans.
Thinking of buying a jean shorts, most prob would get it next week. Too bad i can't buy hotpants, its a rule no. 767354236 and it states: no shorts too short ...
(me: I mean if its not short you wont call it shorts.)
*mummbles*
its time to save now, i'm looking forward to get another junkfood tee.
Not forgetting going K next sat and shopping spree.
Next month birthdae babies prezzies all those are cash.
I need a job.
y isn't there a job that says: slack 1hr 6 bucks
i would be the 1st one to go for the interview.
(its my naive thinking)
Thursday, July 27, 2006, 10:29 AM
Dream
A dream i had never sweeter.I was afraid that if i opened my eyes,
i would be back into reality.
That was what happened.
dreams are
that would never come true.
Come dream with me.
If dreams were real,
i'll be a happy girl.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006, 12:20 AM
The tests.
This week its all about the tests.My brain is getting damage, the overwhelming disgusted look on my face when i see boolean algebra.
I'm totally a algebra retard, i expand out once and multiply it back and i'm back to square 1.
Kristin almost puke teaching me.
Maths really is ku siao bu de...
I've got 2 class tests tml,labtest on thurs,FNDB lab test next mon, OOPG dateline week 16 tues.
Those memes are driving me crazy.
And what's next oh great exams.
(For sake get me through this sem.)
I finally got a junkfood tee in my closet, looks forward for more to come.
Fallen in love with my adidas shoes, I've finally bought a pair of nice looking sneakers.
Missy Eillot edition is still my fave but too bad i can't import them. =(
she is nonsense,
going mad,
pifft at tests.
She misses her travelling friend,
she wont be back till yr 3.
The memories back than, recalling.
Gone were the days.
Monday, July 24, 2006, 11:42 PM
my lil secret...
There are some things which is good when kept untold.Its a secret within me,
if others knew they will think i am effing stupid.
All i could say is : ..............
(i'm a disappointment)
Saturday, July 22, 2006, 1:25 AM
friday night fever!
I am beginning to love my friday.I handed up the hell fndb project and just went for 2hrs of cmsk and I am free.
Went out today with olk and samuel..
Had a pool game at bedok which the environment around us were super "nice".
No music, cue super heavy and wtf the tv was tune to channel news asia, i mean can you believe it channel news asia while playing pool.
once dumb not going back there ever again.
Headed down to orchard and amazingly today there wasn't any crowd. Its a good thing.
I bought a tee and pity i dint get a shirt from queens, I just loved the tees there.
its the price...
I want the valcom shoulder bag in flash & splash but it cost $65 bucks.
I need a "bait" to fish out a rich guy.
to self:Happy dreaming!
I cant seem to find the 21st century groove coverage in HMV, its hella big.
cine. is a good slacking place especially at the gaming lvl.
I went back home and I saw an A/X paper bag on the coffee table.
Is that for me?
smiles widely =D
seems like they were having sale.
I've got 2 tees, 1 pink and the other light blue.
hmm..although its not my fave colour but who cares when its from A/X.
Be grateful, u dint pay for it.
what does this look like to you?
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its just a chupa chups lollipop stick.
what were you thinking =)
see hahax, its strawberry flavour.
haix my frindge still wont grow =(
Friday, July 21, 2006, 1:02 AM
horray!
i finally feel so relax..fndb really sux to the core.fucking shit tables and insert data.
Stupid difficult query questions.
I stayed in sch countless days to finish this stupid thing.
And I better hope i get a good grade for it.
Something i gain:
1:headache
2:i felt woosy and almost fainted
(i was kept in pitch black for a moment)
3.I look like a panda
At least i found something in my freezer to keep me going:
its mini and puny so i had 2 sticks...
I was searching for my HL milk, to my horror i cant find it in my fridge.
Someone drank it and i think i know who it was.
(milk
morning call tml---> 10am.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006, 9:53 PM
wits end.
i'm at wits end.i guess,
its up to my limits
A miracle is what i need,
false hope is what i get.
Its all up to myself.
how much i wish this button was in real life,
my life.
Monday, July 17, 2006, 11:23 PM
stupid stranger!
After "lessons" i went down town with brendy and her classmates. I finally got to eat soul garden for my very 1st time in my 18 years of life. I think i am going veg. these few days cos the thought of meat i had today was really abit too much pukes*I got to know a friendly bunch of lame ppl today, I'm known to them as "eng ke lan" due to the jacket i wear. When they did call england i really respond lox...Its mei qin's birthdae tml, its great knowing her, although she might not see this, I wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAE.
The gurl here is really pissed off by the way, kristin was jus mentioning abt guy's that doze off during bus journey and the point is they will lean closer and closer until they are on you.
I jus had a fucking guy that slept and lean onto me as though i was his cushion. I wished i had a knife or a fork back then. He wakes up after like 5 mins or so and realize his "deed" and he apologise so i was kinda nvm kinda thing. He asked me whether we reached geylang yet and i said not yet and he doze back to sleep. 10 mins later he woke up and asked me : "Are we there yet?" what the hell is this? Does my face look like a street directory or do i look like an announcer?pifft*! Luckily he got off a stop before me.
Seriously my house area isn't safe anymore, I'm always being stopped, stalked or wadever on my way home. Pls i am not a kuei can..1st time in my life a stranger stop me ask for time(its an excuse) and whether i am singaporean anot. Luckily again there were 2 other good guys around tt area and was staring at him when he stopped me. GRRRRR! Dont mess with this gurl, she kicks, bites and screams! I wonder y i dint learn black belt in the 1st place, i need some self-defend skills.
*fucking ass holes*
(sry for the foul language she's not like tt in real life,"maybe")
Sunday, July 16, 2006, 10:25 PM
pirates!
Aye!Watched pirates of the carribean, the whole cinema was fully packed. We manage to get the tickets through phone call reservation. Orlando bloom was as dashing as ever. Jonny depp was lame as usual, a sotong(davy jones) was constantly chasing after him. Overall the movie was average but i will be waiting for the next chapter.
I had bbq sambal sting-ray, mussels and sotong, simply much to my liking and cravings.
I've finally got a packet of milk in my fridge and its HL milk.
I'm getting fat and i know i did.
1)Sleep
2)Eat
repeat step number 1.
Something missing,
Someday i will find it.
maybe..
Thursday, July 13, 2006, 10:35 PM
Banners!
My blog banners creation so far...
Pictures all taken from fantastic drawers in devian-art.
Too bad i cant draw, i must admit my artwork suck.
People often say that left-handed are often smart.
Have you come across a dumb left-handy?
I must say that would be me, i made history for being dumb.
Database really horrendous.
its giving me headache, i need panadols.
Assignments,labtests,exams blah blah blah...
fuck even LOA needs supporting documents.
(so much for bringing up an excuse of funeral to get LOA approved, even the dead isn't any help)
How much i wish the dead could walk.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006, 11:20 PM
cranky.
she's going mad,cranky!!
peanuts, walnuts...blahh
xui lai jiu wo....
death date: 21/7/2006
death time: 5pm
R.I.P
Tuesday, July 11, 2006, 11:24 PM
xi huan ni...
xi huan ni----------
wo xi huan zhe yang gen zhe ni,
xui bian ni dai wo dao na li,
ni de lian man man tie jing,
ming tian ye man man de man man qing xi,
wo xi huan ni ai wo de xin,
qing chu wo mei shou zhi gan ying,
wo zhi dao,
ta zai su suo zhe ni cheng nuo yan yu.
the remix of tt song by milo bing is still in my mind.
the beat, the voice the smile of nic is beyond erasable.
scarymovie4 is sick lame and dam sick...
toshi has quite a good-eyeliner, good sense of gothic.
toshiba,sushi,misubitshi??
i look around me and I say:
life is like that, i have to smile when i am sad.
its painstaking..
Sunday, July 09, 2006, 11:25 PM
Stupid hairdresser!
DO NOT go to the hair saloon Kimarie at suntec! My hair style now is pathetic after the cut. U can colour your hair there but don't cut it.Stupid me stepped into there and i regretted.
She cut my hair so "nice" until i want to cry in tears, especially the frindge.
I think i need to have a paper bag over my head. I am never going to step in there again even if you are holding onto a knife.
For the time being i would have to use a hairband until my poor hair grows back.
hair pls grow fast fast...
6:17 PM
i wait
i wait for the laughter,i wait for the tears,
i wait for that everlasting story.
that wait, its long,
its my fucking hell.
Friday, July 07, 2006, 10:38 PM
A lil something...
<--------------MAY BABY ---------------->Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain).
Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home. Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.
Thursday, July 06, 2006, 11:36 PM
shades.
like my shades?
its the 2nd one...
its cheap and its beetle looking.
uber classic, nice.
FRANCE!
They won and i finally won.
which means,
i am not the one sponsoring for the 5% fireworks.
I need a break soon,
I can feel the intense stress of assignments.
I want to cry, I'm human too.
sniffs...
Shoes, i want a pair of shoes.
converse, nike, adidas??
my previous converse aint working,
its giving me blisters.
Belt, I've been wanting to get 1
but i dun seem to find the right one.
Shopping anyone?
Wednesday, July 05, 2006, 9:38 PM
=S
i woke up at 9am and i was having maths tutorial at 10am. i was bloody late and i had 2 roads to choose from...1) Get ready fast, rush a cab down
2) skip the lesson and sleep.
I'm sure the number 2 looks and sound more appealing in all ways.
The thought of getting back my maths paper, I had to go with choice no. 1.
I yell out "Ahh i am late!" and was about to enter the bathroom when dad says he will drive me to school. Luck must be on my side today.
Okay i got back 3 test results.
OOPG: 26.5/50
CARC: 23.5/40
Cmaths: 36.5/50
tragic..!
I have a feeling i will fail for the FNDB and DSAG.
I drew the word LUCIFY on the dsag paper how can i not fail.
Sigh i should have drew sankara's self-portrait it might help.
Tml down to FNDB assignment and back to OOPG.
How "exciting"...
FRANCE! !
you have to win the match no matter what.
To live broke or to be rich it all depends on you.
Currently i am putting my hands to use by doing cross-stitching.
YES! I meant Stitching.
I bought precious moments cos i couldn't find pooh bear & friends.
The sense of satisfaction stitching yout own hp pouch.
Its worth it.
Sunday, July 02, 2006, 11:29 PM
=/
sometimes i am in difficult position when my parents start to bicker with each other.I can't take sides (zuo you wei nan).
It was a normal day out, having dinner when suddenly *boom*
they xploded at each other.
i could sense the fiery heat.
I just continue eating and kept my mouth shut.
Sometimes keeping quiet is the best.
so i sat there 'gong gong'...
tsk tsk...
at least i had a sumptuous dinner and i brought back a nice bag.
contented.
I did a drastic change to the blog banner.
looks wierd but i can live with that.
Next time when i learn how to make blogskin,
i'll do a better job.
there goes england and brazil.
its a disappointment to see them out so soon.
T.T
I've got my 2 boyfriends with me,
Ben and Jerry.
sup,sup.
tts just wad we are right now,
hi-bye?