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You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.

This hurts with every HeartBeat

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Saturday, September 30, 2006, 11:41 PM
electric guitars




much love for electric guitars, especially those in black and white.
too bad i don't know how play them, or else i'll just be in deep addiction of them just like my collection comics.

i'm going to work tomorrow and very soon i'll get sick of orchard road.
7.30am briefing is freaking early.
i want to sleep.




Friday, September 29, 2006, 10:07 PM
wisma ambassador

1st-15oct if you happen to be at the roads of orchard, you might be able to spot people wearing white collar tee & blue skirt. Don't be shocked if you happen to spot me cos i'm one of those people. Its kinda a promoter job for wisma atria as the underground linkage between orchard mrt and wisma would be closed for 2 years and they require some wisma ambassadors to usher the crowd into the shopping mall so that the basement shops would not be affected.

I'm hoping that the slot given would not clash with my e-trial and btt timing cos i'm really still not sure about the shifts. Gina and I would be going down to collect the "uniform" for the event so it will be another trip to the international plaza.



I'm just waiting for the cash to come rolling into my pockets.
blog out.




Tuesday, September 26, 2006, 8:22 PM
=(

I'm feeling really really unconfident about the answers on my script.
my mind was fuzzy and blank at that moment.

haiz...well what's over is already over.
No point of thinking that much about it.





maybe i'll just bid a simple goodbye here.




Monday, September 25, 2006, 10:12 PM
last chance

Last chance is all i have in my hands.
lets hope i will be able to make it through.
All i need is a miracle.




Thursday, September 21, 2006, 9:33 PM
misery

you are the one that really knows how to make my life miserable.
Maybe my sadness just brings you happiness.

go away.




Wednesday, September 20, 2006, 9:25 PM
Lollipop

Quote: Dont fall into a trap thinking that its another heaven, only devils traps are often left wide open.


Current Situation:

While i'm typing this entry, my bedroom ceiling is streaming down water from I DON'T KNOW WHERE. Very soon i'll be having my very own "waterbed" or maybe have my own personnel swimming pool inside my room. Seriously, I need to get out! move out! get my ass outta here!
The thing is i dint know where have our beloved agent disappear to, he seem to vanish out of the blue.



Monday:

The japanese buffet I had with gina was overwhelming. We had all kinds of good food on the table. I shall not disclose on how much we ate on that day. I don't mind having another suki buffet.

I went to Singapore idol's live recording show after that cos my friend had free tickets. I'm not really rooting for any idol but i just wanted to hear their real-life singing. Their "fans" are really a bunch of screaming things. Seriously they scream/shout not becos of surpporting them but for attention seeking. kids like them really love attention sometimes.
Hady sang heaven (Dj sammy) which was really very nice. He was dressed all white which really reminds me of bai ma wang zi.
We left quite awhile later as the noise level was getting piercing.



Today:

I went to j8 and met up with jf, she went thorough me some of the maths topics which i dont really understand. I manage to clear my doubts and 26/8/06 2.30-4.30 i'm going to thrash all the things i know and just dump it on them. I'm not leaving the exam hall until i clear all the questions unless they really want to kick me out at 4.30 den i dont really have a choice.
wish me luck.

I've been having sweet tooth lately and a lil bit of sweetness would really brighten up my day.

I saw this:



needless to say i bought it down. it will take me quite awhile to finish it.
sweet loving anyone?




Tuesday, September 19, 2006, 1:17 AM
roller coaster ride.

love is like a roller coaster ride,
many different twists and turns.
The down slope creates intensive excitement
much comparable to a first date.

If the ride is taken for the 2nd and consecutive time,
the same excitement is no longer there.
Feeling really sick and tired,
tts when the passion burns and fade away.

At that moment,
its the inner self that really shows out,
And the mutual trust that really matter the most.
Pretending to be what you are not and not
show your true self,
Seriously it's fucked up.




Sunday, September 17, 2006, 1:12 AM
fish and co

I had a great lunch at fish and co. Its the best fish and chips i had tasted apart from those at Jupiter's cafe. Their homecreation drinks are a definite must try, its a huge glass. I had a glass of Maria which had a tinge of alcohol in it while brendy had a mermaid freeze. I came to figure out that mango and carrot and abit of cranberry mix well together.

Singapore idols' finalist were having some outdoor at tt particular timing so there were quite a crowd. Though i'm not that fanatic over them compared to superband, i really wanted to catch a glimpse of hady.

Mooncake festival is still afew weeks away but my fridge is already packed. I've got 2 strawberry, 2 banana, 2 durian, 2 mango flavored snowskin mooncakes and 5 different flavored icecream mooncakes from Haagen Dazs kept in the freezer. Finally after such long years of await i can get to eat icecream mooncakes. I'm feeling rather delighted.

I dropped by fcukling's blog just now, its a very sad entry. She wrote down all her memories her happenings.

I love reading her entries, her cool character.
Guess that i'm just another fan of hers.

Dennis is giving me maths tuition tml and no way a fucking cmaths is going to kick me out of tp.
NOWAY!

I tried to access into gaibang's friendster account to take a look but oppz after such a long time, i forgot what was the login email add. =(




Wednesday, September 13, 2006, 11:44 PM
breeks =)



my blue dolphin drink i had at breeks last sunday. The drink was tasty and so was the main course.



half chicken topped with honey/bbq sauce.
Compared towards cafe cartel, i would rather choose to eat at breeks.
Reason: More choices of main course,
Price i would say is around the same but the food is definitely better.
However there aren't many breeks branches around these days,
and the only 2 outlets i know would be at Taka. and habour front.

I bought a belt at esprit, nothing unusual as it's plain. I wouldn't have to buy it if my other one died on me, it practically split into 2 parts. My heart just ache at the cost of that belt, 39.90.
some pictures before further talk.





we were hiding in the fitting room taking pictures =X

you know those sandal like flops we are wearing.
I feel like getting a another pair but from nicklemann.
This pair i'm wearing sometimes makes me slip on smooth surfaces.
its dangerous!
There's another brand which is birkenstock but its expensive tsk tsk.





the old trick of reflected image.

while posting this i'm feeling hungry -.-
Sms results was out while i was watching the movie just my luck.
i wonder whether i should be happy or sad looking at it.
Happy - i passed 4/5 of the written papers
Sad- i fail a retake subject which is cmaths1 and have to take sup-paper.

I've always been a goondo in maths. I and if i really cross this round its really miracle or maybe i just got pixie dust blown onto me.

I'm feeling troubled. =/




Friday, September 08, 2006, 11:47 PM
seeing violet red.

Currently listening to: temptated to touch remix

Backtracking: Went down to cdc yesterday and did the registration with yun. Seeing all the many many people there makes me blur, dint know where to head to open a new account. Luckily our instincts directed us to the correct place. I'm onto manual driving although the auto one seems alot easier compared to shifting of the retarded gears. Sometimes i even think that too much shifting of gears, the whole thing might just fall out. Anyways, the counter girl did all the explaining of the full course but all the while i am not tt sure what she was rattling about. All i knew was to book the date for the BTT and the rest could wait. We set our trial on the 10/10 and BTT on the following day. I think i should be staring at the theory book really soon.

As for today:



i did some colouring, sat there for way more than 1 ½ hr with the bleaching and the upcolour(violet red). My ass was yelling to be release from the chair.
I'm satisfied with the outcome of it and hoping the colour stays as time passes.

Foodfair was nothing really fantastic, not what i expected. I'm glad i had my mango and strawberry from ice monster. Its been long since i had a bowl of delicious desert, i remembered the last time i had it was when sis is around. I'll treat you to icemonster when you come back from Aussie =)

i need to make another trip down to cdc tml to pass them my photo and claim my booklet. They really know how to make my life difficult.




Tuesday, September 05, 2006, 11:55 PM
-.-

Grooving to the beat of: Tyoko drift(teriyaki boyz)

I'm going to register for driving,
I'm going to start work.
Dislike the thoughts of working,
but the money comes in handy.

Life isn't really what we really expect.
Even Steve Irwin dint expect to be killed by a WHAT
STINGRAY???
it's an irony.

At leasts one thing for sure i wont waste my time.
Just being coop up in my room will drive me into craze.