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You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it
In the end all I wanted you to do is stay here with me.

This hurts with every HeartBeat

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Friday, October 27, 2006, 11:05 PM
Revamp

once again i had change the blog skin. Hope tt the navigations are not tt nasty to find cos it rather blended towards the background. hmm..the weird thing is the navigations are easily spotted on my laptop but when i opened it using the the sch's com i have to click around like some spastic creature looking for it.

Anyways, its been 4 days at sch for lesson and i don't understand a single peanut the lecturers were teaching. It jus went in and out of my brain. TAIN tut was equally nonsense, he told us to stand up, raise up our right hand, stretch forward and point! Believe me i'm not spouting nonsense here. He also told us to put our hand in a prayer format and say out: My right hand is longer den my left hand(repeat x infinity). And eventually you will come to a conclusion and believe that your right hand is longer den your left hand(even if its not true by fact).
If i flung this subject assignment i would know the reason to it: i believe that both of my hands are of the same size and my right hand isn't freaking longer den my left hand. Lecturers these days are so bored,they tell us irrelevant stuff. And all the while i always thought tt "Seeing is believing".



Gaibang had signed up to play captain's ball in the director's cup!haaha =D
And i wonder what will happen to us.




Wednesday, October 25, 2006, 11:05 PM
come what may?


Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time




If someone would just strum a guitar and sing this outside my house, i will melt like some bimbo girl. Oh mine, i'm daydreaming again...Forgive me.




Sunday, October 22, 2006, 11:08 PM
the mondays



the wierd looking thing i uploaded above is my timetable. I know its puny but you can double-click to enlarge it (to further enlarge jus place mouse cursor at the bottom right corner and continue to click.) Still wanting to further enlarge it, jus place cursor on the top right hand corner of browser with the 'X', click once and i ensure tt you will get the best quality maximum view.

Given the choice of application apart from my system i'll die greatly next semester. The stupid school dint even place my cds in, what for choose when they dont even place it in.
Sch starts tml and good thing is most of our timetable are the same.


its jus another short entry...




Monday, October 16, 2006, 9:57 PM
ding ding ..

I've decided to let the pictures do the talking..


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peach gelato icecream
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haagen das icecream +brownie
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my long awaited anna sui makeup


i've passed my basic theory after failing the etrial test 3times. This is the last week of holidays for me, however i'm not eager to get back to the books and the 1st week of lab lessons. Had been to vivo city and i simply jus love the arragement of shops: mango,zara,gap,forever21,fox etc. are just lined up next to each other. However the crowd was jus as roaring loud, it brings down the classy standard of the shops.

about the house: my house was painted. my room colour currently is wild violet, it dint turn out as what i expected but i think its much better den the previous icky tone. The study is sky blue, the hall is ivory toned. Lets hope the ceiling doesn't pour droplets of undesirable water on me this time round.


much love towards anna sui makeup =)




Tuesday, October 10, 2006, 10:03 PM
he can drive? my ass!

finally i got out from what seems like eternal hell. Yesterday was my last day of work although the contract did clearly state that work ends till 15. 10hrs of standing wasn't really working out for me so might as well leave the sooner the better. Besides i hated the sickening agency guy and so what he drives a car?Did i mention he "has" a super long car with 6 carriages, taps for entrance and wow he lets other passengers board along with him. His "car" only goes bidirectional.

I'm going to ben & jerry interview with nana tml followed by my e-trial test and my btt. I'm not much of an night owl these days lets say work has changed back my hour clock. I'll try to find somewhere to go jogging and i am still wondering why working dint decrease my weight. I received the parcel of goodies from sister. The red levis sling bag was really stunning and i adore it. Kinda have this wierd attraction to red accessories however don't wear red to get my attention. Inside the bag was filled with surfergirl items and i almost thought she bought the whole shop down. i've got a beach bag, a cap, gloss, beach flops, polkadotted headband, towel, and she even packed in a cadbury chocolate plastic bag.

Thank you for the everything you bought for me lovelove <3




Thursday, October 05, 2006, 8:33 PM
the work.

its been the total of 5days since i started work. I've seen all types of people, the friendly, the dao, the taitai, the handsome, the pervert, the surveyor etc.
After much trouble we had caused towards the management and the agency, we are officially labeled in their so called "trouble makers" black list. After voicing out our unhappiness in our daily pay we manage to get a pay of $6/hr and $5/hr during our break which means if i work the full day i would get a total of $70 per day which is like a major big difference compared to the 45bucks per day. i wanted a major valid proof that they wont make any changes to our pay so i even sms to the agency requesting for a new contract to serve as a black and white. Since that day our reputation had been going down to the slumps and even the manager of the agency had made crude remarks about us.

That agency manager can really go fuck off and fly kite. The whole situation would not have happen if we were given a fair amount of pay for the number of hrs. Seriously i think he is mad at us cause he only get minimal amount of commission from us. Imagine that you were in our shoes, we stand all day long having inconsistent break timings while he just relax in the aircon room taking like 2bucks for commission wont you be screaming at him also. We are not only the few that were unhappy about this matter and we are in the wrong because we voiced it out?
He is trying to be an ass.

the next 3 days i would be on the full shift and i would have to bear with it till oct 15. My fats had change into muscles. I'm sorry about not being able to attend the fest that you all had been planning very long ago, its really difficult for us to get an off day because of our contract.

I received the sms sup-results yest. and my heart almost popped out
: i've passed =)


its tiring so dont mind me
for the messy hair and the shag face



pardon the women in the backview.
the picture was taken in the toilet duh.


this is the "uniform" we wore.
believe me the skirt was so tight my butt couldn't breathe.




Monday, October 02, 2006, 12:12 AM
exhausted!

my legs are breaking, my arms are going to be dislocated. fucking agency thinks that we are made of steel able to stand 12hrs without sufficient breaks and they earn a comission without even moving a single finger. We are not little 3 yr old kids you can fool by standing for 12hrs and being paid 45bucks a day. We are neither your pet doggies that listen towards your biddings.Maybe the word "ambassdors" just sounded nice thats all.

may the good lord bless me.